Lucid Dream

A few nights ago I had a vivid lucid dream. I’ve tried to induce lucid dreams in the past but was never entirely successful. There have been a few times that I was aware of dreaming, but as an observer, unable to control the direction. This experience was entirely different, and revealed itself with no […]

Redefining Enlightenment

Before my Dark Night I equated Enlightenment to Godhood, much in the same way a child equates their parents to a hero. Rather than being an attainable goal, it moved further and further a way, until it was just a twinkling of hope. Like Heaven in the Christian tradition, it became something I suspected was […]

The Ground of Being

Saturday was a journey…. I’m still integrating. There was a meditation/talk at the local Dharma Center on ‘The Ground of Being.’ I didn’t think I would make it. I had plans with my boyfriend and his friends, but the title called to me. I’ve been sensitive lately, so when my boyfriend wouldn’t look up from […]

Balancing

Where does balance begin? Can it begin in chaos and darkness? I want to share my story. I want to be heard, for the world to know that my vision shifted, and that I am okay. I am becoming okay. At times I still feel shame for what I did and who I became. I […]

#VioletLight and Purple Haze

These posts jump around, so start wherever you find yourself. It is my intention that, if you are reading this, it finds you exactly when you need it. It is my intention to build bridges- to connect. I had trouble connecting with my father since at least adolescence. Before I was school age I would […]

The Kundalini

Near the end of December 2013 I was recommended a book by a co-worker called The Serpent of Light by Drunvalo Melchizedek. Later I would find it significant that the person who recommended this book was a Jehovah’s Witness named Angel. The book is about the Kundalini Serpent of the Earth and it’s journey from […]